probaly i just needed a place to vent out everything i am feeling now and i thought of this probably no one would ever see this. got scolded for coming home late today with her shouting at me. who cares if dinner was that important coming home late wouldn't mind. i should have just told her i was not coming home, if i didn't care that not coming home for dinner 2 days in a row matters. whats there to do at home anyway? i'll just be in my room and doing my own stuff and they will be like doing their own stuff. like they're trying to show any concern. they've never care or even asked about anything i do. at home i'm just a nobody. but i am someone any else where. whats with all that talk that parents can give what others give you. well probably just education and a place to live in maybe just some care and concern like what other parents do, definitely not mine. when i was in trouble with that f guy i couldn't even tell my parents what the hell are they for? the only people that i can trust and help me are the people around me. my parents would probably just ask me to go apologize to him. they would just be cowards. for what i was doing in school, who my friends were they don't even know about it. if one day and i know the day would never come, they can go through one competition that i have been before, i would stop robotics for 5 years and i mean it. maybe not. why would i want to make a bet like that. my lifetime happiness with two people would do not care what the hell i was doing. she just came in and ask me to install word on her comp. so now she needs me. what the hell. after shouting at me so loudly she dare to come ask for help after less than 10 mins and acted as if nothing happened. go die. i think i'll just delay.
Monday, March 16, 2009
been a very very long time since i blogged.....
school kinda suck because i still sleep in class... but i clearly remember one distinct day that i did not sleep in class though i only slept 4 hours the night before ;D. i feel like i'm the happiest man on Earth!!! ;D still went on as usual... and finally its the holidays! holiday homework as usual but lesser than i expected ;D
Safmc was screwed.. didn't prepare the plane and the presentation well... never got into presentation finals, well kinda of expected :X(no offense).
well an unexpected turn of events forced me to go back to m'sia T.T which means i have to part with you guys, not able to go for FLL training, not being able to go for the student leader's seminar( dun really care actually) and maybe not going for the FLL camp on fri ): i'm so going to miss you guys la :S. dunno what i'll do there... but on the better side, i think i'll still have internet access ;D so still can chat with you guys :) Hope i'll be back soon .
Miss you guys ;P
Monday, February 23, 2009
woah been a LLLOOOOOOONNNNNNNGGGGGGGGG time since i blogged...
today was one of the worst days of my life, well could have been one of the most enlightening days of my life too. First was about geog. slept n listened to mr chan halfway... we didn't have proper lesson cause melvin had to take the test. it doesn't really matter anyway, geog was always this slack. it was when mr chan talked about the grading that made me EMO. 10% of the marks are in this semester 5% to the graded assesment and the other 5% to the recent test. well the graded assignment was returned to us sometime ago... only 16/26.. got only 3% out of the 5% i'm more worried about the test. -.- scared that i fail it... then maybe i could say good bye to my gpa for geog ler.
Next was chem lesson. thought ms khang didn't mention anything about the test during lesson but what i heard from other classes whas that more than half their classes failed, even 4B with all the PRC's la. our class would surely do worse... then i can kiss goodbye to my gpa once again....
finally it was physics... I FAILED! -.- physics was supposed to be one of my most confident subjects... but i failed it... actually its not that bad, i found out that i couldn't do theory questions because i got zero for most of the theory questions -.- calculation questions was not that bad except for a couple of wrongs because of sf... there goes my gpa also...
by the end of the day i realised that i have actually lost alot on my academic, i think its really time for me to buck up... i think i just lack the motivation to do work... someone pls help?
Monday, February 16, 2009
HAPPY VALENTINES!
went out in the morning to treat melissa, edmund and sylvia (dragged from NJRC lol). Ate ice cream at swensens. YUM! after the treat, was giving out presents=) (sry 4G didn't give to you all, didn't buy in time :X). As usual edmund "show offed" his wealth by giving out a lot of presents =) (RICH KIA!)
Next we took took the mrt to Je to wait for yun fei, serming and supposingly ming sheng. took them quite some time to rearch there -.-. then we took the mrt to harbour front where we would meet qien and cheng yu for lunch (sad, they had C). we went to BK at vivo to eat. where we reached there, we could only saw a row of empty tables among the full ones. cheng yu "chopped" the seats like an auntie with chocolates, the ones zhijie brought back from USA. Ate BK there, then took 166 to clementi for K-BOX.
when we reached there, guess what, there was a long line of people queueing up. we just joined the queue but was later told that we had to wait till 5.30 when it was only around 3.30 at the time! Dissappointed, we went to JP to play arcade games instead.
when we were at JP arcade, played daytona 1st (as usual). and LOL melissa's machine was bugged, although the accelrator was stepped, the car did not accelerate but slowly decreased its speed ( i tried that machine once before). then after that we played some basketball. i played the "kiddy" basketball machine. challanged serming after that but lost (wah my hands were damn suan). after bballing, we queued to watch some people play jubeat. and they were PRO! one of them even played jubeat with only one hand WOW! after that is was our turn. played jubeat for the first time. i and cheng yu played together 1st, each of us only had to take care of 8 buttons. but we still failed terribly. i missed out quite a number (LOL couldn't see them, eyes too small -.-) after cheng yu and i, melissa and yunfei played the second song, failed too, couldn't go on to the third song... played another round of jubeat, but this time, both pairs passed!!! then we played the final song, with 4 PPL!!! LOL each of us just had to take care of 4 buttons. managed to pass =), cause if we didn't it would really mean that we suck. after playing a few more games, we left the arcade. cheng yu and serming went to watch JJLin while the rest of us went different directions. i went to my anut's house for my uncle's tea ceramony (got an Angbao ;)).
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Today, went to play basketball as usual ALONE. realized that playing basketball alone is boring... a while later Chee Sern came, so did Edmund. Ying Ho came and played with us for less than half and hour before we left. nothing much except for the bunch of hooligans whom we were playing with...
After that, i went home for lunch and then went to JE to meet the 4Gians to go to Mr Hor's house YAY! Lol when i reached JE i could only saw most of my classmates playing their PSP, all of them were playing DJmax. made me feel kinda envious... most of them had PSP... and they played 4B till like so ling4 ling3. Nevermind, i have my laptop =D. We went to hawker center near je to eat. well i didn't of course, ate already (to save money also). while Marcus was eating, i got the chance to play his PSP :).
After lunch, we made our way to Mr Hor's house. LOL took the bus and missed by one stop... so we took to our feet. begun walking, walking and more walking before we finally reached Hr Hor's house. The 1st thing we went into his house, we saw his computer, explored with it. there were no games in it except for a game on chinese chess. Wei Hao is Pro, LOL he took less than 3 minutes to beat the computer (Y). the entire group of 17 spilt up into 3 groups namely the MAGIC gang, PSP gang and the card Gang. well, i was in the "card gang". we played several card games, started off first with asshole dai dee then was black jack where we used sweets as bets. finally it was INDIAN POKER!!! at the start was not so bad, the punishments were not very extreme, just need to go and kajiao people playing with the PSP. After that we got bored of thinking punishments. some suggested to make some concoction to to drink. the 1st one was made of some juice, plus pepper, ma2 you2, oil and some others, cannot remember. Not that bad actually (i think), considering that felix could gulp down the entire cup when he was only supposed to take a sip. the second and the third was worse. they put all kinds of seasonings inside YUCK! it was disgusting, i kena 2 times somemore, made me wanna puke. After playing with cards, we got together to take some class photos and then went off ler. most of them went to JP together with Mr Hor to eat dinner but i didn't join them (to save money again...).
Friday, February 6, 2009
Wah... been a long time since i've blogged. i think i should make it a point to blog every 3-4 days, if not i get lazier to do it...
This weak was a struggle. a power struggle between my body and my mind. each evening i plan to do my homework, but each night i fail to do it... my mind is set to do homework, my my body is set for sleeping... zzz...
today was hm... quite okay ba...
lessons was as usual, with PE being the highlight of all the lessons, i just love PE on fridays because we get to play BADMINTON =D yea. And yea, there was an english essay test today... well i didn't plan it well before the paper... just managed to crap out an essay.. hope i manage to pass it. After school its CCA! CCA's becoming boring now... nothing much to do, retiring soon :( i hope that the year fours can do at least one big final project before we leave RVCC. After CCA was the long awaited SE concert. They played a total of eleven pieces of music, some of which i recognize, for example the last piece, heard it from the pirates of the Caribbean. Well i tried my best to appriciate the music, but i really couldn't maybe because the music was not ringing in my ears (we sat all the way to the back;( ). By the way, the invited guest was pro. the way he played his violin was damn nice, full of emotion, loud too. One of him was almost equivalent to the entire SE. Also, dunno why but the sound from his violin was better that the music from the esemble.
After the concert we took 51 back to je. Well, it was a violent journey... with all the whacking here and there... OUCH!
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Today was quite a fun day!
Woke up early and took the train to je to pass Kenneth my harddisk... something wrong with it... i think this year is not a good year for me to touch technology... the stuff i touch always end up missing or either spoiled... first my phone... next the camera... now my harddisk... what's next? my laptop?
Forget about the unhappiness, let's talk about something happy =D. Met the RVCC peeps and went for basketball today. FINALLY BASKETBALL! Been some time since we played basketball together. After playing for some time, some guy sitting on the bench at the side who had been looking at us play came to join us. He's quite friendly, especially towards Cheng Yu. smiles broadly every time Cheng Yu "tries" to block him. and WOW! he is PRO, his reflexes are damn fast, shooting also damn accurate. Four people to three also can lose... but not that badly la =D. Hm.... he looks very familiar, cannot remember where i've seen him before...
After basketball we went to eat at KFC at the community center. nothing intresting happened there...
After eating we went to my house to do SAFMC stuff. Qien, Cheng Yu and me worked on the plane. Well it was quite fun to build the plane. reminds me to DnT dring sec 1. cutting, sticking, slowly seeing each component of the plane take its shape, what an accomplishment! However we did not manage to finish building the plane, did mostly the tail today. Shall continue to work on it tomorrow. Excited to see the final product!!!
Next was what i considered to be the highlight of the day! while Qien, Cheng Yu and me were working on the plane, Melissa, Sylvia, Yun Fei and Edmund had nothing to do and helped me to pack my room =DD. Packing Service =D. Now's my room soooooo neat and tidy. THANKS MAN! i really mean it from the bottom of my heart. However... i do not know how long my room would stay in this state, but i shall try my best to keep it neat in order not to dissappoint you guys =D. Now that everything is sooooooooooo neat, i really do not know what is place where... guess i still need some time to get used to my "new"room. HAHA.
Next was terror... Cheng Yu got his haircut by Melissa, Sylvia and Yun Fei=D. Feel sad for him =DD. After the "hairstylist" cut his hair, he found it his frinch too ugly and went to the toliet to cut it himself (luckily he cannot see the back =P). Now his hair is not very nice, but not very ugly either... Next, it was my turn... luckily they only cut my frinch, not too bad la actually, just very bad =D jkjk.