i want it to last forever

2011-01-22T21:47:00.002+08:00

probaly i just needed a place to vent out everything i am feeling now and i thought of this probably no one would ever see this.

got scolded for coming home late today with her shouting at me. who cares if dinner was that important coming home late wouldn't mind. i should have just told her i was not coming home, if i didn't care that not coming home for dinner 2 days in a row matters. whats there to do at home anyway? i'll just be in my room and doing my own stuff and they will be like doing their own stuff. like they're trying to show any concern. they've never care or even asked about anything i do. at home i'm just a nobody. but i am someone any else where. whats with all that talk that parents can give what others give you. well probably just education and a place to live in maybe just some care and concern like what other parents do, definitely not mine. when i was in trouble with that f guy i couldn't even tell my parents what the hell are they for? the only people that i can trust and help me are the people around me. my parents would probably just ask me to go apologize to him. they would just be cowards. for what i was doing in school, who my friends were they don't even know about it. if one day and i know the day would never come, they can go through one competition that i have been before, i would stop robotics for 5 years and i mean it. maybe not. why would i want to make a bet like that. my lifetime happiness with two people would do not care what the hell i was doing.

she just came in and ask me to install word on her comp. so now she needs me. what the hell. after shouting at me so loudly she dare to come ask for help after less than 10 mins and acted as if nothing happened. go die. i think i'll just delay.

T.T

2009-03-16T05:31:00.002+08:00

been a very very long time since i blogged.....

school kinda suck because i still sleep in class... but i clearly remember one distinct day that i did not sleep in class though i only slept 4 hours the night before ;D. i feel like i'm the happiest man on Earth!!! ;D still went on as usual... and finally its the holidays! holiday homework as usual but lesser than i expected ;D

Safmc was screwed.. didn't prepare the plane and the presentation well... never got into presentation finals, well kinda of expected :X(no offense).

well an unexpected turn of events forced me to go back to m'sia T.T which means i have to part with you guys, not able to go for FLL training, not being able to go for the student leader's seminar( dun really care actually) and maybe not going for the FLL camp on fri ): i'm so going to miss you guys la :S. dunno what i'll do there... but on the better side, i think i'll still have internet access ;D so still can chat with you guys :) Hope i'll be back soon .

Miss you guys ;P

E.M.O

2009-02-23T22:55:00.002+08:00

woah been a LLLOOOOOOONNNNNNNGGGGGGGGG time since i blogged...

today was one of the worst days of my life, well could have been one of the most enlightening days of my life too. First was about geog. slept n listened to mr chan halfway... we didn't have proper lesson cause melvin had to take the test. it doesn't really matter anyway, geog was always this slack. it was when mr chan talked about the grading that made me EMO. 10% of the marks are in this semester 5% to the graded assesment and the other 5% to the recent test. well the graded assignment was returned to us sometime ago... only 16/26.. got only 3% out of the 5% i'm more worried about the test. -.- scared that i fail it... then maybe i could say good bye to my gpa for geog ler.
Next was chem lesson. thought ms khang didn't mention anything about the test during lesson but what i heard from other classes whas that more than half their classes failed, even 4B with all the PRC's la. our class would surely do worse... then i can kiss goodbye to my gpa once again....
finally it was physics... I FAILED! -.- physics was supposed to be one of my most confident subjects... but i failed it... actually its not that bad, i found out that i couldn't do theory questions because i got zero for most of the theory questions -.- calculation questions was not that bad except for a couple of wrongs because of sf... there goes my gpa also...
by the end of the day i realised that i have actually lost alot on my academic, i think its really time for me to buck up... i think i just lack the motivation to do work... someone pls help?

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!

2009-02-16T00:38:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES!

went out in the morning to treat melissa, edmund and sylvia (dragged from NJRC lol). Ate ice cream at swensens. YUM! after the treat, was giving out presents=) (sry 4G didn't give to you all, didn't buy in time :X). As usual edmund "show offed" his wealth by giving out a lot of presents =) (RICH KIA!)
Next we took took the mrt to Je to wait for yun fei, serming and supposingly ming sheng. took them quite some time to rearch there -.-. then we took the mrt to harbour front where we would meet qien and cheng yu for lunch (sad, they had C). we went to BK at vivo to eat. where we reached there, we could only saw a row of empty tables among the full ones. cheng yu "chopped" the seats like an auntie with chocolates, the ones zhijie brought back from USA. Ate BK there, then took 166 to clementi for K-BOX.
when we reached there, guess what, there was a long line of people queueing up. we just joined the queue but was later told that we had to wait till 5.30 when it was only around 3.30 at the time! Dissappointed, we went to JP to play arcade games instead.
when we were at JP arcade, played daytona 1st (as usual). and LOL melissa's machine was bugged, although the accelrator was stepped, the car did not accelerate but slowly decreased its speed ( i tried that machine once before). then after that we played some basketball. i played the "kiddy" basketball machine. challanged serming after that but lost (wah my hands were damn suan). after bballing, we queued to watch some people play jubeat. and they were PRO! one of them even played jubeat with only one hand WOW! after that is was our turn. played jubeat for the first time. i and cheng yu played together 1st, each of us only had to take care of 8 buttons. but we still failed terribly. i missed out quite a number (LOL couldn't see them, eyes too small -.-) after cheng yu and i, melissa and yunfei played the second song, failed too, couldn't go on to the third song... played another round of jubeat, but this time, both pairs passed!!! then we played the final song, with 4 PPL!!! LOL each of us just had to take care of 4 buttons. managed to pass =), cause if we didn't it would really mean that we suck. after playing a few more games, we left the arcade. cheng yu and serming went to watch JJLin while the rest of us went different directions. i went to my anut's house for my uncle's tea ceramony (got an Angbao ;)).

Mr Hor's house

2009-02-07T22:07:00.005+08:00

Today, went to play basketball as usual ALONE. realized that playing basketball alone is boring... a while later Chee Sern came, so did Edmund. Ying Ho came and played with us for less than half and hour before we left. nothing much except for the bunch of hooligans whom we were playing with...

After that, i went home for lunch and then went to JE to meet the 4Gians to go to Mr Hor's house YAY! Lol when i reached JE i could only saw most of my classmates playing their PSP, all of them were playing DJmax. made me feel kinda envious... most of them had PSP... and they played 4B till like so ling4 ling3. Nevermind, i have my laptop =D. We went to hawker center near je to eat. well i didn't of course, ate already (to save money also). while Marcus was eating, i got the chance to play his PSP :).

After lunch, we made our way to Mr Hor's house. LOL took the bus and missed by one stop... so we took to our feet. begun walking, walking and more walking before we finally reached Hr Hor's house. The 1st thing we went into his house, we saw his computer, explored with it. there were no games in it except for a game on chinese chess. Wei Hao is Pro, LOL he took less than 3 minutes to beat the computer (Y). the entire group of 17 spilt up into 3 groups namely the MAGIC gang, PSP gang and the card Gang. well, i was in the "card gang". we played several card games, started off first with asshole dai dee then was black jack where we used sweets as bets. finally it was INDIAN POKER!!! at the start was not so bad, the punishments were not very extreme, just need to go and kajiao people playing with the PSP. After that we got bored of thinking punishments. some suggested to make some concoction to to drink. the 1st one was made of some juice, plus pepper, ma2 you2, oil and some others, cannot remember. Not that bad actually (i think), considering that felix could gulp down the entire cup when he was only supposed to take a sip. the second and the third was worse. they put all kinds of seasonings inside YUCK! it was disgusting, i kena 2 times somemore, made me wanna puke. After playing with cards, we got together to take some class photos and then went off ler. most of them went to JP together with Mr Hor to eat dinner but i didn't join them (to save money again...).

SE concert

2009-02-06T23:24:00.005+08:00

Wah... been a long time since i've blogged. i think i should make it a point to blog every 3-4 days, if not i get lazier to do it...

This weak was a struggle. a power struggle between my body and my mind. each evening i plan to do my homework, but each night i fail to do it... my mind is set to do homework, my my body is set for sleeping... zzz...

today was hm... quite okay ba...
lessons was as usual, with PE being the highlight of all the lessons, i just love PE on fridays because we get to play BADMINTON =D yea. And yea, there was an english essay test today... well i didn't plan it well before the paper... just managed to crap out an essay.. hope i manage to pass it. After school its CCA! CCA's becoming boring now... nothing much to do, retiring soon :( i hope that the year fours can do at least one big final project before we leave RVCC. After CCA was the long awaited SE concert. They played a total of eleven pieces of music, some of which i recognize, for example the last piece, heard it from the pirates of the Caribbean. Well i tried my best to appriciate the music, but i really couldn't maybe because the music was not ringing in my ears (we sat all the way to the back;( ). By the way, the invited guest was pro. the way he played his violin was damn nice, full of emotion, loud too. One of him was almost equivalent to the entire SE. Also, dunno why but the sound from his violin was better that the music from the esemble.
After the concert we took 51 back to je. Well, it was a violent journey... with all the whacking here and there... OUCH!

Thanks!

2009-01-31T20:23:00.002+08:00

Today was quite a fun day!

Woke up early and took the train to je to pass Kenneth my harddisk... something wrong with it... i think this year is not a good year for me to touch technology... the stuff i touch always end up missing or either spoiled... first my phone... next the camera... now my harddisk... what's next? my laptop?

Forget about the unhappiness, let's talk about something happy =D. Met the RVCC peeps and went for basketball today. FINALLY BASKETBALL! Been some time since we played basketball together. After playing for some time, some guy sitting on the bench at the side who had been looking at us play came to join us. He's quite friendly, especially towards Cheng Yu. smiles broadly every time Cheng Yu "tries" to block him. and WOW! he is PRO, his reflexes are damn fast, shooting also damn accurate. Four people to three also can lose... but not that badly la =D. Hm.... he looks very familiar, cannot remember where i've seen him before...

After basketball we went to eat at KFC at the community center. nothing intresting happened there...

After eating we went to my house to do SAFMC stuff. Qien, Cheng Yu and me worked on the plane. Well it was quite fun to build the plane. reminds me to DnT dring sec 1. cutting, sticking, slowly seeing each component of the plane take its shape, what an accomplishment! However we did not manage to finish building the plane, did mostly the tail today. Shall continue to work on it tomorrow. Excited to see the final product!!!

Next was what i considered to be the highlight of the day! while Qien, Cheng Yu and me were working on the plane, Melissa, Sylvia, Yun Fei and Edmund had nothing to do and helped me to pack my room =DD. Packing Service =D. Now's my room soooooo neat and tidy. THANKS MAN! i really mean it from the bottom of my heart. However... i do not know how long my room would stay in this state, but i shall try my best to keep it neat in order not to dissappoint you guys =D. Now that everything is sooooooooooo neat, i really do not know what is place where... guess i still need some time to get used to my "new"room. HAHA.

Next was terror... Cheng Yu got his haircut by Melissa, Sylvia and Yun Fei=D. Feel sad for him =DD. After the "hairstylist" cut his hair, he found it his frinch too ugly and went to the toliet to cut it himself (luckily he cannot see the back =P). Now his hair is not very nice, but not very ugly either... Next, it was my turn... luckily they only cut my frinch, not too bad la actually, just very bad =D jkjk.

GLam Friday! + CNY

2009-01-23T23:12:00.004+08:00

Sry for the Lag.... tired + not being access the internet. However i managed to find the time to blog though

Glam Friday!

Today was fun!
Met up with the RVCC people again!
We had sort of a Chinese New Year celebration (though what we did had nothing got to do with CNY =D)
We went to Plaza Sing and watched INKHEART there. Well i think it was quite a nice show. After that we went to the arcade there. Had a fun time with the basketball machines there (P.S. Zhijie and Serming managed to break the record there! =D) After which, i went home....

HAPPY CNY!

So far my Chinese New Year has been pretty boring... went to M'sia to visit my relatives... nothing much to do here... even my access to the internet has been restricted... i realised i just cannot do it even just without the internet for one day. Today was just as boring... woke up at 8+, played with my cousin's computer for a while, played with majong, stoned, there was really nothing i could think of to do =( THANKFULLY i'm going back to SINGAPORE tomorrow! YAY! can do what i want after that, go on to the internet, see my RVCC people =DD totally UNRESTRICTED!!! the thought of it makes me just so HAPPY =DDD but will have to endure the long car journey tomorrow though =X Kayy see you guys tomorrow!

one after another...

2009-01-21T20:00:00.003+08:00

i'm in such a lousy mood today...

its just one disappointment after another. a week ago it was FLL, now its SRG. i think my luck's gone. anyway i think its time for me to retire also...

the past few days several comclubbers were preparing for today's SRG. well i must say we spent quite a number of hours on it like from after school all the way to midnight. i think we did considerably well taking into account that we had only prepared for 2 days. Nevertheless i still felt a bit of disappointment. Well this would most likely be the last competition i would be participating this year, for the other competitions i think i would just help out and give advice, proberly not as intensive as before. This is for the sake of my studies... i should spend more time on my studies. this year is going to be tough, as we would need a GPA of 3, a target that is so far away from me. I better buck up...
stopping robotics, can i do it?

what's wrong with me??

2009-01-16T19:48:00.003+08:00

what's wrong with me the past few days? i have been feeling very tired after FLL, sleeping in class... not even LLM's class could keep me awake... maybe its the aftermath of FLL. Well, the good news is that its the weekends already! YAY! i can finally get all the rest i need. Well, nothing much happened for the past few days its just school folowed by CCA. after each day i hung out at JP for a while and then went home. being at home was boring also... There was homework to do but i feel very exhausted at the end of the day and fell asleep before i could complete my homework, thus no homework was done.
however, something siginificant did happen these few days. we were just randomly talking about school and finally to results. Liang hui said that year 4's going to be tough much tougher than year 3. if we study hard for the first part of the year, the second part is going to be a breeze. so i think i should to start mugging now, better grasp all i need to know before i begin to lag behing. but this would mean that i have to spend lesser time on robotics... can i do it? somebody please tell me what to do?

FLL!!!

2009-01-12T23:07:00.002+08:00

Finally FLL's over...
first of all i would like to congratulate EXTERNAL FUSION from Singapore Chinese Girls School for winning the Champion award =D i would also like to congratulate the teams E=JRsquare and E=JRcube from Jurong who won two of the research award, Jedi Black and Jedi White for winning several awards which include the BEST ROBOT PERFORMANCE(can't remember the rest, sry) and finally Moderation from my school for winning Gracious Professionalism (although they didn't know how they won that =P).

This year the whole FLL preparation period was a blast. there many up's and down's but we still managed to to pull it through and before i forget, i would also like to
THANK my group members Wei Sheng, Qi en and Justin for making this FLL a memorable one. the times we had together were more precious then the end result. Before i forget i would also like to thank these two special people who have volunteered to help out in my group's research - Melissa and Cheng Yu. They have spared their whole holidays and came to school for CCA, THANK YOU! I would also like to say a big thank you to all who have helped in one way or another, couldn't have done without you all. though we did not win anything, but fear not WE'LL BE BACK! WE WON'T CRASH EVER!

The entire Fll preparation was mostly at school while training at weekends was mostly in Juying. well i can't remember really remember what happened in the two months but its really an unforgettable experience =D. What i still could remember was the last few days before FLL. last friday after the usual training at RV, we went to juying to make the final preparations. The number of boxes we had to bring were just so many, 10 of it!!! WOAH like moving house liddat! LOL! But with the help of several people we managed to "transport" the boxes to Juying. then begun the final preparations. Nothing much here but just training training and more training. stayed till three plus that day before going back home to recharge my battery. The next day was very tiring, woke up at eight and went to juying at ten plus. then it was still just training training and more training. you may ask won't wee get bored of it, well working on it everyday for the past two months and still am working on it? i do not know about the rest but completing the mission just makes me feel complete. stayed up the entire night that day before going back home to bath and of to FLL! YAY!

I was like totally making a fool of myself during FLL with those cheers and clapping and the unusual me would do. But isn't that FLL? its supposed to be FUN! halfway in the competition i decided to wear the bandanda. it was pretty hot at first but soon got used to it. i realised that every FLL i always had to wear something on my head. a little recap. in 2006 i remember wearing the hat that the team made for me, in 2007 i wore another cap and this year, its a bandana! Hm... what am i going to wear next year? Nevermind lets get back . We then went through the presentations and robot rounds though not very prepared for it, but we still made it through. Towards the end was pretty kind of boring to me, maybe cause my energy was depleted. after FLL we went to eat our dinner. we went to pastamania at bugis junction treated everyone there to pizza. in case u all didn't know, that treat was to thank you all for giving me the phone =D. went back home after that, at 10 plus while using the com, something happened to me... you wouldn't believe me, i time travelled it was suddenly the next morning 5am. well i was proberly knocked out, tired from the past few days and in case you didn't know, i only slept for 4 hours for the past three days, being totally knocked out was nothing surprising... went to school after that...

Being in school feels totally weird to me. maybe because the competition's over, suddenly feel damn free. nothing to motivate me for the rest of the day. slept for half of the day in lessons today but never got caught though...

if there was something that could motivate me for the rest of the year to go through school, it would be bonding with the people in the club. we're just like one big family, going out with each other, caring for each other, doing illegal stuff together ;D growing up together... the list's simply inexhaustable. there's no telling to what we'll do when we're together...

I LOVE RVCC!!!

so proud of myself!!!

2009-01-08T01:19:00.003+08:00

YEA MAN!!! ITS FINALLY DONE!!!

i'm so proud of myself, finally finished all my chinese compositions!!! what an achievement!
i'm so proud of myself about today. i managed to finish the remaining four compositions today
FOUR IN A DAY, that's a JK record man. i took about an hour to complete one compo (well maybe long for you but that's fast for me). i'm so happy =D delighted exhilarated pleased overjoyed =DDDDDD now can finally concentrate on FLL!!!
P.s. only 3days to FLL!! OvO

Failure...

2009-01-05T23:52:00.002+08:00

i think i'm a failure... i cannot seem to do anything right...
first it was FLL... only less then a week more to go but still got so many things to do...
i'm so worried about the other teams also, well i think i indirectly/directly am responsible for their progress...
next was homework... i'm so disappointed with myself, sit in front of my comp for so long but still cannot come out with anything for my 6 chinese compositions (yes i am left with 6...)
well i think i should be going back to doing my compos if now i'm done for on thursday...
by the way only 5 days to FLL!!! T.T

painting....

2009-01-04T22:51:00.002+08:00

Phew! today was a long and tiring day...
let's begin from the morning...
i woke at 8.30 by myself ( wow what an achievement! never woke myself before)
Then it was breakfast... nothing much here
After breakfast, its painting time again and this time it's my room's turn to be painted!
Painting's so fun =DDDD
BUT guess the color my dad wanted to paint my room....
PINK!!! FREAK its such a G_Y color.... and it reminds me of someone in my club....
YUCKS! DISGUSTING!
But i enjoyed the painting process though.
while i was moving all the stuff out of the room i managed to find some "treasures". When i moved away the cupboard right in front my bed, GUESS WHAT I FOUND!!! Well its nothing actually, just a dollar and fifty cents... that may just come in handy as i am always broke half the time. while i moved my bed away i found quite a few things too. Lots and lots of DUST... took quite some to clean up there. i think that's all after that was just painting and painting till 5 plus nothing interesting after that.
Anyway only left a week to FLL and there is still so much to do... JIAYOUS EVERYONE!

1st day of school =D

2009-01-02T23:26:00.003+08:00

YEA man RVCC rocks!!!
Well the 1st day of school was pretty much exciting for me.
First of all....

Thank you for the present you all gave me today, it was just what i needed -- a handphone!!!
Thank you once again!!! A million thank you's isn't even close to being enough to express my gratitude to you all. =)
For benefit of those who didn't know what happened, well i apparently had my phone stolen on Christmas Day (-.-) where i didn't even possess it even for a week (i swear i killlllllllll the guy who stole my handphone).Well i think i am as fault as well, just placing my handphone in the open...
Well now my beloved RVCC PeePs have bought me a phone, with MUSIC PLAYER and CAMERA! Thanks man!

Well today school was kind of weird, there are lost of changes in school. First was the uniform we had to wear. After being promoted to year 4 we had new uniform. White shirt and white long pants, when i look in the mirror this morning, i looked as if i had shrunk. Secondly, there were additional "stalls" in the canteen, well operated by machines =D. That would give us a lot of convenience when all the stalls in the school have closed...Thirdly, being promoted to year 4, we were being moved to the container block. That means... ... we have air-con !!! Well that may or may not be a good thing, let's see how it goes... being located at the container block have several advantages and disadvantages too. Having us being located at the container classrooms means that we are near the canteen =D and no more climbing of stairs!!! But regretfully, we are now so much further from science labs then we were before (we still have you-know-who as our physics teacher which means GG if we are constantly late...).
Thats all for today and by the way actual lessons starting next monday, its the begining of another year, i hope my results improve =DD

2009-01-01T22:50:00.002+08:00

o.o my second post =D
anyone wondered why i create a blog?

hm... well i was thinking a blog would improve my english (since i am so lazy to write out, typing's much better). a blog would help me keep track of events that have happened me. i'm always so forgetful... so this blog would be my memory path...

first things first...

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
well i still have not gotten over the fact that its 2009 already and only 10 more days to FLL!!! still got so many things not done yet... well GOOD LUCK to all the teams from my school. RVCC, we won't crash ever..

anyways its the 1st of janurary now... and school's starting tomorrow -0-, with only one day of orientation -0- totally dumb cause after this one day of going to school, guess what? its the weekends again!!! YAY!!!

alright thats all folks, gotta go sleep soon if not tomorrow cannot wake up -0-

HAPPY 2009!

2009-01-01T00:37:00.001+08:00

yo!

First post on my first blog on the first hour of the first day of the new year!
=DDDDDDDD
Hope this year would go well for me and as well as everyone around me. 2008's now the past what has happened has happened and cannot be undone, what we can do now is to change the future! Happy 2009 EVERYONE!!!! =DDDDDD

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